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I once committed to attending daily mass every single day. What surprised me wasn't what I found — it was what moved. A reflection on Luke 15:1–10.
Luke 15:1–10
Phrases that spoke to me today:
• he leaves the ninety-nine and goes after the one that is lost
• "Rejoice with me, for I have found my sheep that was lost"
• she sweeps the house and seeks diligently until she finds it
• there is joy before the angels of God over one sinner who repents
Applying the Word to My Life:
Jesus tells two stories today, but they are both leading us to the same place. A shepherd leaves ninety-nine sheep in the open country to search for one that is lost. A woman sweeps the whole house to find a single coin. In both cases the math doesn't hold — no reasonable person operates this way. That is exactly His point.
Both stories end the same way. The shepherd finds the sheep and calls his friends to celebrate. The woman finds the coin and calls her neighbors. The joy is bigger than just getting back what was lost.
But there is something else in both parables. The shepherd does not wait around to see if the sheep wanders back. He leaves the ninety-nine and goes. The woman does not take a quick look around the room. She lights a lamp and sweeps the whole house. Neither one hedged — they both committed all their efforts to finding what they were looking for.
Last yeear I made a commitment to attend daily mass. My goal was to see how long I could do it and I managed to keep going for about a month and a half — every single day.
What I found surprised me. It was not as simple as just showing up. Attending every day meant approaching my calendar differently. If my lunch hour was already booked, I needed to find an early morning mass. If the day was packed, I rearranged it — drove extra miles, cut something else, did what I needed to do.
As I did this, my center shifted. I stopped focusing on myself and started focusing on what it would take to make it to mass. The Eucharist became the fixed point in my life and everything else organized around it.
What I didn't expect was what moved with it. The things I had been treating as locked-in started to look negotiable. The things I had been pushing aside started to feel like they mattered. I wasn't trying to sort out my life. But the Eucharist at the center sorted it anyway.
The thing we choose to seek changes the way we look at everything else.
That is what Jesus is pointing to in both of these parables. Not just a God who cares about the one that is lost — though he does. But a heart that, when it commits to finding something, commits completely. Leaves the ninety-nine. Lights the lamp. Sweeps the whole house.
The joy at the end is the joy of that kind of commitment. The shepherd and the woman have rearranged their whole world for the one thing that was missing. And when they find it, the only response that fits is a party.
If you want to really understand yourself, identify what you are seeking. That will tell you where your heart is.
My Response for Today:
Today I will look at my calendar and ask what I am truly seeking.